I'm in my pursuit of happiness. I want to be happy, in bliss, filled with joy and gratitude. I want to have pure happiness inside me. I know most of us, including myself, will only be happy if we achieve something, get what we want, get money, etc. Everyone has their own reasons of what makes them happy.
But why not become happy without any reason?
Some call it stupid. A lot have said that happy people doesn't achieve anything good. IMO, it's wrong. Happy people are those that enjoy the fullest of life thus they don't focus on materialistic things. Instead they enjoy every moment in their life :)
I want to be happy.
I don't want to be happy just because i get good grades, a lot of clothes, a lot of friends, partying, etc. I've realized that it is only for a moment and it is not the real happiness. What I'm trying to say is I want to have that feeling of overwhelming joy in my heart, for no reason, for every second of my life. I will be happy.
Do you know what happiness relates to?
Love.
By love I don't mean by getting a boyfriend, branded stuff, etc. Love and cherish yourself first before you try to love anything else. If you don't even appreciate yourself, you're being a fool. I'm not being an ass, but don't be so pathetic begging and begging for people to love you. Love yourself first, and the rest will follow.
I have LOADS to say but I don't want to bore you halfway lols. Now moving on...
I can say that i've found love. I have this particular adoration for pugs. If you don't know what a pug is... umm It's a breed of dog. Let me show you how it looks like.
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| omfg they're freaking adorable!!! |
One of the reasons why i love pugs so much (a lot people told me that they are ugly -.-) is because of the uniqueness in them. I love the concept of ugly/pretty. If you don't understand what ugly/pretty is (if you're huge fan of ANTM like me you would know hahaha) feel free to google it.
They have flat wrinkly face, a fattish body, curly tail (omg), and somehow they are freaking adorable!! I fell in love with pugs at the moment I saw them :). Basically they took my heart away lol exaggerate much.
SO i've been wanting to have a dog here. And why not get a pug? I'm not patient enough to wait so I began searching for pug puppies.
Weeks have passed and I was getting frustrated because pugs are hard to find in malaysia and the ones I saw was already sold. I was disappointed. I basically called all pet shops and pet sellers etc, but I still can't find any. One of the petshops I called even told me to find other dog breeds. I was devastated. But I never give up.
One day, out of nothing, I go to a website and I saw pug puppies for sale on the front page. I quickly called the person and bought the pug. I needed to drive all the way to Ipoh to get it. I have no regrets.
I'm very lucky to get my baby pug. When I got her, she was almost 7 weeks. I named her Chloe.
Here are her pics!
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| She was barely 7 weeks :) and she's so tiny! and hyper! |
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| Somehow she loves my thigh |
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| She was bored LOL |
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| OMFG so tiny and adorable!! |
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| Sleeping with teddy <3 |
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| She loves to make weird poses when sleeping lol |
She is basically the smartest dog I've ever seen. When she was 7 weeks, it only takes me TWO TRIES to teach her how to sit. And to take note, she is a PUG. Pug is not the kind of dog that likes to be trained. Pugs love food LOL.
I was amazed and she basically learnt new tricks every week! omfg why am I so lucky! Now she can understand sit, down, jump, stay, and attack.
This is a little video of her and ducky :)
I'm very happy and grateful to have this little bundle of joy in my life! It is a blessing for me to have her :) I'll became happy just by looking at her. Now I'm rarely sad, or angry. Everything seems just great. I have Chloe and she is just a source of happiness inside me.
Everytime I wake up, I will feel very happy and grateful.
Imagine everyday there is someone happy, excited to see you, and adores you every time you wake up :)
one more of her pic! lol
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| This was her this morning <3
Have a great day!
xo Steph.
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1 comments:
Aww she's so cute
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