When you're feeling lost.

Hi there, I've noticed that the last time I posted anything on this blog was last April and it has been over two months. I've been busy with life as usual, many ups and downs, many changes happening around me. Yet I always face the same problem: feeling lost.

I've always felt that I don't belong, I'm lost, I made the wrong choice, I don't know what I'm doing, am i wasting my time, you know, those kind of feeling.

Yet again I feel so lost because I simply don't know how to live my life. Many of my beloved friends had reminded me that I am lucky to be blessed, and to have almost everything I want in life proves how lucky I am. Maybe I am on a path to understand what life really is, what is the purpose of my existence in this world.

I have thought about the "right" way to live my life, the "right" things to do, the expectations that I should bare everyday. I realized that there is no right or wrong. I question why do I consider these actions to be right while others are simply wrong. It has proven one of my weaknesses; I am dependent on public opinions and influences. There is no "right" way to life a life, there is no "right" way to carry oneself, i question what is actually "right".

I am very blessed to realize this soon, because if I were to realize it later, I would live a sad life and I'm basically just wasting my time. I want to do things not because everyone think it's the right thing to do, but because I truly believed in it.

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