Day 4 & 5: My biggest condolences

Day 4

Okay so I've been MIA yesterday, and it is because I have this weird funk going on. I'm just sleepy and tired the entire day although I didn't do anything. It was probably because I slept for more than 12 hours the previous day. Well, not gonna let that happen again.

It was supposed to be my leg days, but I planned to workout after I study. What happened was after I read 2 chapters of the freaking boring book, I fell asleep =_= Until this morning fml. SO my day was wasted doing literally nothing, and Chloe (my dog) also slept the entire day. I didn't even shower lol fml.

Day 5

Today is my no carb day and it is a rough day for me because I feel weak and just unhappy. My body feels weird because although I am full, I still feel like something is missing. Which is carb lol. I'm gonna do a better job tomorrow!



The point of this post is that I want to give my biggest condolences to the families of the victims. This morning there was a massacre happening at an elementary school in Newtown, Connecticut. A total of 20 childrens and 6 staffs died because a heavily armed random man shows up and started shooting. I mean, Really? Are you kidding me?! Read here.

This leads to my other point. What the Mayans predicted might not be the destruction of the earth. Maybe what they predicted is the end of what we are. I've lost my faith in humanity  People no longer cherish their lives and appreciate their blessings. They don't give a shit about anything but themselves. Only few care about the mother nature, the resources we have, the animals. Look what is happening around us: human trafficking, abusing, killing, bullying, slavery, genocides, wars, animal cruelty, etc. Open your eyes people, the end of the world is already here.

I'm just sad. Heart-broken. How could someone do this. Poor and innocent children are being murdered. They have lost their one and only chance of living, chasing their dreams, fulfilling their purpose. Who is this man to think that he can take people's lives? And just before Christmas? Heaven just had 20 little angels sent to them.

xo Steph

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